Forbidden Feast // No Time For Tears (Poetry by Ben Murigu)


 FORBIDDEN FEAST


They sit silent

at the fireplace

two women 

wives to the missing Chief Dodo

disappeared for eight days

after a trip to Falan Forest

to hunt antelopes.


One is light-skinned and plus-sized

the other dark and skinny

both are barefoot

and happy.


Bones from their bountiful feast

picked dry, slowly.

The last juicy chunks

held in their coarse, right palms

they’re both not watching 

the dark star-less sky above

or the smouldering mess below

as they do most evenings.


They’re staring at the gate closed

reveling in the unusual silence

and listening intently

to their individual stomachs 

full, bulgy...grumbling no more.


‘Come my son, sing us a song!’

yells one of them

the skinnier, younger wife

as she swiftly kicks

the large, steel dogs’ bowl

that now has no other task left

except to gather dust.


‘Please! Give me some of that meat first!’

he begs from a far

suddenly afraid that his nagging unexpected

might earn him a thorough spanking as expected.


‘Dog meat is taboo...drought or not!’

shrieks the other woman

the Sikai...the first of the two wives.

‘To compound our one-night transgression

by feeding the famished boy

even a piece his own dogs’ 

freshly-cooked flesh

is to, indeed, invite Jara’s wrath

as well as our husband’s fury!’



NO TIME FOR TEARS


They wanted me back

in the Universe

as a man

not worthless, penniless this time

but affluent and famous.


I said NO!

I wanted to be a cat this time

a black one

with green eyes

that lived in solitude

atop the trees of Mau Forest.


Why a cat, they wondered?


Men are always running

away from trouble

and towards problems, I said.


Men are born crying

live complaining

and die regretting.

That, my lords, is not a life

worth re-living

worth revisiting.


Why a cat, they wondered?


Men are always running

away from trouble

and towards problems, I said.


Men are born crying

live complaining

and die regretting.

That, my lords, is not a life

worth re-living

worth revisiting.


I want to be that cat

living free

with zero friends

and no foes, real or imaginary.


Leaping from one tree

to the next

happy and content

driven not by anger

disappointment, fear

but by sheer grace

and a satisfaction so real

and oh-so-abundant

and with absolutely no time

for tears.   




About The Author 


Ben Murigu is a versatile creative from Nairobi-Kenya who, while coaching Drama, has produced a mental-health-themed short film, Let It Go, authored an urban fiction novel, Toy Soldiers, and published works in Steel Jackdaw, Magique Publishing, Masticardores, Mystery Publishers, Positively Up, Cease & Caesura, Otherwise Engaged Journal, Literary Cocktail Magazine, Worthing Flash, Bright Flash Literary Review, Coachella Review, Lit eZine, A Thin Slice of Anxiety, Fairy Charter, 50 Give or Take, Dear Booze & Yours2Read.